Painfully Honest

I was actually happy in the photo above  but all I could think was oh no this isn't sitting right on me. I look awful. That was swiftly followed by Am I too old to be going to K-pop concert? What if I look out of place? I knew it wasn't anxiety talking, it was years of having zero confidence and low self-esteem.

Finding Me

 

Look at me posing for a photo at Tebay services at 2am like I have not a care in the world. At that point I didn't but when we got home from that London trip, reality hit hard.