Monday 8 December 2014
Counselling
A week ago today I had my first counselling session. I have never been so relieved!!
I was nervous and excited about the appointment, a little anxious too. As I approached the room I felt the usual symptoms start, thumping heart, sweating and feeling sick but I continued. My counsellor obviously noticed how I was feeling and asked me to sit down and take deep breaths as she told me about what would happen this session.
Right away I started to relax! It was an unusual feeling the anxiety disappearing that quick. I think it was due to me knowing I would not be judged and that she totally understood how I was feeling.
I was told by a family member that I would feel drained after my appointment but I didn't really think I would be. She was right but it was a nice feeling of tiredness as I had accomplished something just from telling the counsellor everything that was upsetting me. Yes I did cry at one point but I think that was from the utter relief of getting it all out.
As I left I couldn't help but smile and the weight off my shoulders was incredible. For the first time in a long long time I actually felt properly relaxed!
I can't wait for my next appointment on Thursday.
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